*listening to; my territory- mario

... so i've came up with a lil' project...

im goin to take a picture of something/someone different each day!

i guess you could say its goin to be 365 days of my life... 

& various things im surrounded by

im aware that i've missed about a month already -24 days to be exact

but i will make up for it!  :} im officially excited!!!
first picture will be up later today...
ttfn &hearts

afro

random picture #1 

listening to; janelle monae- you

dear love

listening to; emergency-tank

This poem is for you love...

I keep reaching but I can't seem to grab it
thinking about it has become such a nasty habit
that I can't seem to shake!!!
I be damned if I just settle
Cuz deep in my heart I know better
I'm trying really hard...
to not see it as a regret
but I just can't keep holding my breath
cuz I know in the end I'll have nothing left.
I want to believe it would changed like it promised me
but now its too late for apologies
It did the dirty work & left me cold-hearted
I was left to pick up the pieces;
finish the very thing that it started
I should have known better
then to think it would only be mine; its feelings for me would grow in time
feels like I'm broken; incapable of being fixed
If anyone asks; its the one that did this
All the people its hurt; it should really be ashamed
Now my feelings for it will never be the same


Love just keeps hatin on me...
So I hate it right back... faithfully
-jae•&hearts

alone; the perfect company

listening to; Contemplate-Wale
..............................

"So you think I'm alone...
...but alone is the only way to be."
-janelle monae

So someone told me I'm always alone
that I'm always relaxing by myself...
to be completely honest I enjoy my alone time
I love the fact that I can sit alone with
just me & my thoughts!!
I figure that if I can't enjoy being by
myself, then how can I truly enjoy
the time I spend with others...
The time I choose to spend with people
I care about seems so much more special!
So if I stay home instead of wanting to go out to
the club where I spend $20 to get in the door...
which will be crowded with....
overpriced and watered down liquor
sweaty alchy-breathed people...
not to mention the men who can't even form a decent
sentence while breathing down my neck!!!
& don't get me wrong... I can have fun wit my girls
-it is wat you make it- but...
I will choose a day @ home wit a funny movie
or a warm relaxing vanilla bubble bath.

*i have no problem bein alone! ;)

not so NEW

its a new year...

which should bring new thangs rite?

but its the 2nd week in january: 

&i haven't experienced anything new yet....

Lately i have been doing a lot of shoppin!

shoppin= my disease; i got a problem.

welp erybody got issues "ya know"

....on another note....

Happy New Year to eryone!

i hope this 2011 brings you prosperity 

& courange... to not be afraid of teetering- 

towards the deep end and takin risks!!

Mike Posner &hearts

This man is truly amazing... and not to mention he is an absolutely gorgeous white boy :)

I suggest eryone to get his CD or at the least take time to listen to it! He has a rugged rasp in his voice that tha ladies juz cant resist!! Ughh!!

Trust Me* all that im saying is true and i should know... i got the privilege to see him in concert "up close & personal" on Oct 18th... oh and for FREE... ahhh haaaa!! im one lucky lady!! BoW ChicKa Wow woW

Africa*

I never ever would of thought that a man from so far away... from a completely different world...

could have so much in common with me...